Scooter Braun Struggled With Suicidal Ideation After Drama, Divorce

Scooter brown For the first time, he opened how he struggled with suicide ideas after public drama and difficult divorce.

During the discussion of his mental health on Monday 9 June, episode Steven Bartlett‘s “CEO’s diary “podcastBraun, 43, started by talking about the Hoffman process. , “There is one week over the phone, no email and intense work in early childhood to understand why you are like you are and give you tools to go into the world and understand yourself,” he said. “The reason I went in October 2020 is that the marriage was breaking down.”

Braun resembled the world thinking he “crushes it” because his client, including Ariana Grande and Justin Bieberfound so much success.

“I had a suicide thought for 20 minutes, where I was like,“ If your marriage breaks down, I’m not going to be with my kids all the time. I can’t control this. I’m not going to be this perfect picture I have presented to the world. And if I can’t be this perfect picture, I don’t want to be here, “he reminded.” It went to a very dark place. “

The record leader was able to recognize his deteriorated mental health and sought help.

“It’s not me. I would never leave my kids. I don’t want to leave anyone. Like what was it? The next morning my friend called and told her about it in the evening. He called me back with another friend and they said you had to go to Hoffman [Institute Foundation]“Braun in detail.” They told me they could get me in two weeks because the cancellation was. It was a publication Ariana Grande“ Dangerous woman album.”

At the age of 31, at the age of 31, Grande, who offered to move the release date of his album, Braun stepped on him for “the busiest week of the year” to priorit his health.

“I’ve spent my whole life practicing these things, doing this, choosing this life and choosing customers. I’m at the top of the game, but I wanted to kill myself last night. Something has to change. I decided to go that place instead,” he continued. “The hard thing really came after I got out. I ended up through divorce. I ended up through all these different things – but I was never depressed anymore.”

Braun added, “The most interesting thing that happened on the other side is six years ago, I was the biggest leader and the perfect marriage and everything I touched, turned into gold. Six years later I divorced, I no longer control and could not be happier.”

The music manager clarified that he still has difficult days saying: “It doesn’t mean it will not come and power. But I will become a father I have always wanted to be and a friend I have always wanted to be. It doesn’t mean things are not going to be more.

Braun still Developed on progress He did later in the episode.

“I had the evening before I just thought about closing it. [gone]. I was going to fail in my mind. I couldn’t control it, ”he explained.” I had always been able to move from failure and head towards success. Pit stop. But I had left. I found in Haffman that I had built this mask so big. I wanted to know myself again. I didn’t realize how far I had been able to build this armor and build a mask. “

Braun found a success when he helped to find Bieber, 31, in 2008. He then worked with other high profile names in other music business, including Grande, Ceker wast, my love and love, Ballav and Khusyyy. and, and, and, on, and Kid Laroi. Braun retired from the artist director in 2024.

In addition to being known for his work with Bieber and Grande, he made the headlines for acquiring Taylor swiftMasters in 2019.

Later, Swift, 35, announced his intention to re -shoot earlier songs after Braun paid over $ 300 million to obtain a large Machine Label group. He bought back rights Throughout its discography at the end of May.

“When I bought a Big Machine Label group, I thought I was going to work with all the artists there. I thought it was going to be an exciting thing. I knew Taylor [but] He and I had only met three times. One time it was a year earlier, it was a really great engagement, ”Braun claimed Monday.” I had a feeling – here my arrogance came – that he probably didn’t like me because I succeeded [Kanye and Justin]. But I thought that when this announcement happened, he spoke to me, to see who I am and we are working together. “

Braun admitted that he was grateful for the lessons he had learned from their public rift.

“The biggest gift I got to understand was that all the thanks I received until the moment was earned. Not all the anger I received afterwards, because no one of these people knew me. He didn’t know me. This person didn’t know me. “I can show respect to all of them because I don’t know them. So I can love them where they are. But the gift of pain was consciousness.”

In the middle of his drama was fast, Braun marriage Yael Cohen was about to end. (A former couple who shares three children was married in 2014-2022)

“I went through something very personal soon after. I went through the divorce and it just felt in a row. But I look back and if these things don’t happen, I really believe they are all gifts. Because something is fair, you don’t respect it,” he said. “When something happens to you that you feel fair, you are moving forward. You feel right because you saw it coming. When something happens to you who feel deeply unfair and you can’t fix it, you really have to look at everything and understand the role you play here.” So I’m grateful. “

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